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FORGIVE ME, FATHER

Book 1 of the DON SERIES

"I was meant to marry a Don. Instead, I ended up on my knees for a monster."


Camilla Santore was born to play the role of the perfect mafia bride: pure, poised, and promised to a man who could elevate her family’s power. But when she catches her groom with her best friend hours before the ceremony, something inside her snaps.

Still in her dress and dripping with fury, she runs straight into a man who offers her something far more dangerous than escape: a contract, a marriage, a new future with a different Don.


Alfonso Pontisello is more myth than man. He's ruthless, lethal, and feared across every blood-soaked corner of the mafia world. He doesn’t believe in fate, but he believes in using it. And when a runaway bride falls into his lap, he sees more than opportunity. He sees revenge.


She needs protection.

He needs a wife.

The deal is simple: her body, his name, and no promises beyond submission.

He doesn't care that she is promised to another. She now belongs to him, bound by a contract written in secrets and sealed with sin.


In a world of violent men and broken vows, desire turns deadly, and pleasure is just another weapon. The question isn’t whether she’ll survive marriage to a man like Alfonso. It’s how long she’ll last before she begs for more.


Forgive Me, Father is a filthy, dark mafia romance featuring a virgin bride, an obsessed anti-hero, a marriage born from betrayal, and a ritual that demands more than just vows. It demands surrender.

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YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS IMPORTANT TO US, SO PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU KNOW THE TRIGGER WARNINGS FIRST!!

YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS IMPORTANT TO US, SO PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU KNOW THE TRIGGER WARNINGS FIRST!!

YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS IMPORTANT TO US, SO PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU KNOW THE TRIGGER WARNINGS FIRST!!

YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS IMPORTANT TO US, SO PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU KNOW THE TRIGGER WARNINGS FIRST!!

YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS IMPORTANT TO US, SO PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU KNOW THE TRIGGER WARNINGS FIRST!!

YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS IMPORTANT TO US, SO PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU KNOW THE TRIGGER WARNINGS FIRST!!

CW'S, TW'S AND KINKS

On-Page Mentions

Organized Crime,

Death, violence, 

murder,

 Cheating,

Arranged marriage, 

Handnecklaces (non-sexual), 

Rape, 

Sexual Assault, 

Virgin FMC, 

Forced public sex, 

Humiliation, 

Domestic violence (between MCs), 

Dubcon (between MCs),

Rape fantasies, 

Captivity,  

Unethical Kink, 

 Unprotected Sex, 

Forced Chastity, 

Pregnancy Loss,  

Organized Crime,

 Graphic Medical Procedures (including needles) 

Scarification  

Domestic Violence   

Arranged Marriage

Non-traditional consummation rituals

Obsessive and possessive behavior

Power imbalance

submission dynamics

Psychological manipulation

Toxic family dynamics

Emotional neglect by parents

Verbal and emotional abuse

Gaslighting

Public humiliation

Knife violence

mafia executions

Vengeful violence and intimidation

Institutionalized rituals involving blood and pain

Explicit sexual content (18+)

Virgin heroine

Publicly observed consummation (ritual with voyeurism)

Submissive

domestic control expectations ("owned" in marriage contract)

Contracts with ownership clauses

Hero exhibits controlling, possessive, and manipulative behavior 

Potential grooming themes (indoctrinated from childhood) 

Depression, hopelessness, and suicidal ideation implied 

Drinking to cope with trauma

Feelings of entrapment and loss of agency

Internalized misogyny from upbringing

Classism and elitism

Patriarchal, archaic family structures

Cult-like practices (masked elders, enforced virginity, arranged unions)

Substance use (alcohol)

Implied sexual favoritism in family business and power structure

Bullying

Classism

Slut shaming


*Kinks* 

Domsub,  Collaring, Humiliation, Public Sex,  Male Sadism,  Orgasm Control, Wife Taming,  Primal Kink, Praise Kink, Bondage,  Impact, Play Pegging, Blood Play, Oral Sex, Orgasm Denial & Control,  Overstimulation, Ass play, Nursing BJs 


Off-Page Mentions

Killing a pet

Murder of family members


PLEASE NOTE BDSM TOOLS ARE USED. IT'S NOT BDSM

IT'S BDSM DONE WRONG!!

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